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Grace / 18.5 years old young / KL

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I started to realised this year has been tough for most of us, and no i wasn't talking about financial problems , workload or endless amount of assignements etc
Adding to the stress level is
the fact that this is not a good year to fall in love
Kudos to those who is having great luck this year.
But browsing through blog after blogs , twitter pages after another , facebook updates.
I can say most of them is about relationship problems, love troubles etc.
Including mine

Why?
Why do we leave our hearts out in the open knowing that we will get hurt in the end?
Why do we hang on even when we know deep in ourselves that its over yet we hold on to it like no tomorrow.
Is it the rush of adrenaline that we feel everytime the person is near?
Or the fact that the feeling of being in love is just so great it cancels out any hurt or pain we have felt in the past?
Yes.
Maybe thats why we let ourselves fall in so deep , too deep.
Everyone deserves to love.
But doesn't mean we would be loved in return.


I want to know whats it like to love again.

I know my title doesn't really match my post? but yeah whatev.
I don't really have much to blog honestly. I feel like each day is the exact same.
I need new'ness , something to look forward to everyday
something to get me out of bed and not worry how i will deal with today.

I just realized on Thursday when im really down in the dumps i actually want to do work to distract me from feeling anything .

Its not alright, but it will do for now.

who needs a man when you got friends who cheers you up by laughing at people running in the rain.

P.s : Thank you for today Filz and Hanis (:
Love you

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I finally got about to watching
'hes just not that into you'
and it sort of make sense, how when we were young we were fed useless information about how if a guy picks on you he likes you when in reality maybe he just hates your guts and enjoy seeing you in pain.

i could be wrong

Anyways , spending the night at college was pretty fun except everyone except Asyraf was emo'ed that night , Hanis had her problems and Esther had her problems, and I had my problems , funny thing is we all had the same problems.

I have no mood to blog.

bye.

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I can't exactly express myself so so greatly, but i can through words.
So i dunno, im just honestly sick and tired of seeing time after time my dearest friend getting hurt having to listen to her lust after a guy who clearly isn't matured enough to have a LDR.

LDR= long distance relationship

The fact that i could be completely wrong about his thoughts, views and opinions but from what i heard and know i dont need to eventhough you should listen to both sides of the story.
I try to like him, i try to think that hey maybe he aint so bad, coz i like a guy who my friends weren't really fond of yet i told them that i still think hes a good guy and something about him just makes my tummy roll about like a washing machine whenever hes near.
But yeah liking my friends boy is a impossible task. Now you must be thinking, its none of your fucking business, get a life. yeah well 'helllooooo' once you tell someone about any of your problems it basically becomes your business so yeah 'gtfobitemebitchthxbai'
So yeah i got alot of attitude but if you knew why , you'd know.

Im just saying why are guys or most guys so fucking clueless?
Are you only aware of your surroundings when you have someone riding you like a mechanical bull?
i don't understand this, why tell your girlfriend's super close friend a secret and expect her not to tell your girlfriend is a stupid thing. obviously she will, doesn't take a genius to figure that out. duh.

The fact that they think just coz she aint around its ok to fuck about.
Well its not, shes not your Plan B or your 'haicomefuckmenow' buddy.
she happens to be the most amazing girlfriend.
Understanding not to mention, someone who can handle your juvenile bullshit.
Consider yourself lucky buddy.

and to my girlfriend (you know who you are)
I love you and is always on your side no matter what
For all the tears you have shed coz of him
For all those times he upsetted you
For all those times he made you feel like shit
and all those times he sucked as a boyfriend..

Just remember , you have will always have awesome friends who would do wonders to his fucking face if we could. You know that ;)

Love you
xoxo